if only.

my, my, why do i get into this kinda situations? i'm just too nice aren't i? well, i have to say, i'm about this close to losing it. so, please, back off.

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anyways, you know it sucks so bad what you're doing to me, you know? you've changed so much, i don't think i would ever recognize you. and it sucks that you don't keep your promises no more. i just want to give up and let go, but i can't you know? so, it's so fcuked up.

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you know what? you woke beasts that weren't meant to be awaken.
i'm just here, wanting for more now.

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and, you know, it's good to see them like this, my parents i mean. it seems as tho that things for them are working out. at least i hope so. so, here's hoping that i didn't just jinx it.

anyways, i went to hooters yesterday with liza, lily and Ernest Jones, or rather EJ. absolutely hilarious i tell you! my lone loyal supporter! one really cool dude with his gold plated four front teeth and his transparent nike dunks. haha. this is why i love to hang out with people older than me. and, i'll wait for that wedding invite when you turn fifty and when im thirty seven. haha.

oh yeah, so back to hooters, such a disappointment! the girls were skinny; but they are flat at both ends. and that stupid girl liza made me do stupid things. but in the end, you got sucked into it as well, so yeah, HA! HA!

anyways, i owe a phonecall to a waiting meiwen, so yeah,

toodle pip!. ((: